goldfish

It's impossible to understand
what's going through a guy's heart
You told me that you wanted me
and now that I've given you everything,
you tell me you're leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way,
and said that I was special
I believed you... and it was my happiness

You should have told me that your feelings had faded
I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you
Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything...

They say that when you give a guy
all he wants he quickly gets bored
And now I know that's the truth...
And although I tell myself,
I'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again...

Please don't break the hearts of girls,
who'll do anything for love...
I didn't know that living this life
while being loved would be so hard

Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything...

[Today we broke up...]
[You told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy...]
[You're just like all the other guys...]
[What happened to when you told me that you loved me?]
[Honestly, I don't want you to be happy]
[What am I going to do if you really forget about me?]
[I'm in so much pain, more pain than I can bare...]
[Because I'm still in love with you...]

[There's someone I'm in love with...]
[Although I can't be with her now...]
[I'm still in love with her...]

=sad mv T_T=

When deep injury is done to us.
We never recover until we forgive.
Forgiveness does not change the past.
But it does enlarge the future.
=)

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

(Ariel)
There is a world where hope
And dreams can last for all time
I wonder this place to go
You know it
When your heart will find

(Jasmine)
Hearing our song as old as rhyme
Hold my hand we're gonna fly
While a magic ride
Is just a kiss away

[Chorus]
If you can dream for wishful making
On a star is coming through

(Pocahontas)
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

Cos if you can dream,
Reflections in a diamond sky,
Come shining on through

(Aurora)
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

(Snow White)
Someday my prince will come
It's certain as the sunrise
(Cinderella)
One day the slipper fits
And you see the love in his eyes

(Belle)
It's the tale as old as time
There's no mountain we cant find
When you're finally mine
And just a kiss away

[Chorus]
If you can dream for wishful making
On a star is coming through

(Pocahontas)
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

Cos if you can dream,
Reflections in a diamond sky,
Come shining on through

(Mulan)
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

[Bridge]
(Belle)
So the story goes
Never tire the rose

(Jasmine)
There's a whole new world
Waiting there for us
Waiting just for us...

[Chorus]
If you can dream for wishful making
On a star is coming through

(Pocahontas)
The colors of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

Cos if you can dream,
Reflections in a diamond sky,
Come shining on through

(Snow White)
Romance will always be so new
(Ariel)
And love will save the day, Ohhhh

(Mulan)
Love will save the day
If you can dream

(Ariel)
You can dream ... ...

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:] I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love your alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

=if only i could ever have the chance to play this song=

在東京鐵塔　第一次眺望
看燈火模仿　墜落的星光
我終於到達　但卻更悲傷
一個人完成　我們的夢想

你總說　時間還很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以後

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛　連沈默也痛

遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛　想見不能見最痛

沒看你臉上　張揚過哀傷
那是種多麼　寂寞的倔強
你拆了城牆　讓我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆綁

你沒說　你也會軟弱　需要倚賴我
我就裝不曉得　自由移動　自我地過

我發誓不再說謊了　多愛你就會抱你多緊的
我的微笑都假了　靈魂像飄浮著　你在就好了

我發誓不讓你等候　陪你做想做的無論什麼
我越來越像貝殼　怕心被人觸碰　你回來那就好了

能重來那就好了

=能重來真的就好嗎？過了那麼久 當初的感覺 說真的 已經沒了 可是 心裡 卻有另一種感覺 但 是甚麼感覺 我也不清楚＝
=為何要再一次提到我? 為何要說自己有遺憾? 讓我的心 萌起一股希望=
=可是 我們卻沒辦法重來=
=情人節那天的你 病重的你 工作了一整天疲憊的你 還能那麼的溫柔=
=是因為累嗎？ 還是...=
=但無言以對是個事實 沒辦法突破 就不可能再做朋友 更別希望奇蹟發生=
=x

不要把臉藏在月光背後　有誰在意我們的生活
坐在安靜角落　該為這一刻找個解脫

不要你眼裡偽裝的內疚　該是自己幸福的時候
靜靜的想一想　誰會追求刻意的溫柔

你傷害了我　還一笑而過　你愛的貪婪　我愛的懦弱
眼淚流過　回憶是多餘的　只怪自己愛你所有的錯

你傷害了我　還一笑而過　你愛的貪婪　我愛的懦弱
眼淚流過　回憶是多餘的　刻骨銘心就這樣的被你一笑而過

心碎千百遍　任誰也無法承擔
想安慰自己　沒有語言

刻骨銘心　就被你一笑而過

我知道你已經屬於‘過去式’，不過我還是不甘心。我曾經認為讓我們相遇是老天爺對我的愛戴。沒想到原來是對我的懲罰。
我真的希望這一切都只是一場夢。如果沒有遇見你，現在的我或許不會那麼痛苦。

我不甘心這一切結束後只有我獨自傷悲 你們三個人卻像甚麼都沒發生似的 繼續逍遙快活。
為甚麼心痛的總是我？ 為甚麼無法忘懷的總是我？？ 為甚麼需要努力振作的總是我？？？
為甚麼你的心能說變就變？為甚麼你能那麼輕易的將我遺忘？？為甚麼你能當作甚麼事都不曾發生似的？
為了不像見到沒有我的你 還能因為有她們而那麼開心 所以我不想做工。

我真的真的真的不想再見到你們 不想知道你們的消息
為甚麼你們要出現？你們能不能從我的世界上消失？？

＝這些是我發現一件事之前的想法＝

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

你没想像中爱我

=這一切會再次發生是預料的事＝

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

=I will miss you and hopefully remember your face forever=

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

*scat*

=simply lloovvee this song.. :)=

到了雲頂 似乎有點觸景傷情 所以不時還是會想到他
而sai盡然發覺到我的心情低落 怎麼我的EQ還是沒提高呢？

好想環遊世界哦 好想不再無所事事 好想不再漫無目的 卻又好想逃離現實 哈哈

＝東妮＝
我的中一，中二同班同學 但我們的友情竟然是在我們分班後而建立的
我們可以很長一段日子不見面 卻有時又能每天都見 見面往往都是為了吃飯 不會刻意安排任何節目 任何節目都是即興及隨興的
我們幾乎甚麼都能聊 廢話 課業 友情 感情 說話根本不用畏忌甚麼 想到甚麼就說甚麼
我甚至可以在她家一整天 而我們都各自在做自己的事情 不需要共同做一件事 即使只是陪伴也就夠了
就像陳老師曾經說的 我們兩個會成為好朋友也是因為相輔相成

＝淑慧＝
我從小一就認識的好朋友 雖然不記得是如何認識 但她確實是我小學一年級的第一個好朋友
我們認識了大半輩子 應該有十四年了吧
我們兩個是個很妙的組合 從小一個就是喝洋墨水 另一個喝中國茶 周圍的人都很好奇 為甚麼她們兩人能一個用英文問 另一個用中文答 但事實就是如此
中學的時候 一個讀英國文學和歷史 另一個讀中國文學和地理 兩個似乎屬於兩個不同世界的人能成為好朋友也算是一種緣份
雖然後來有點疏遠了 但她們還是會連絡 還是會一起出去 還是會知道彼此的事情 還是很關心彼此的要好朋友

當然還有幾個好朋友
有如中學的婷妹 涵姐 初級學院的阿蕾 阿佩 等等
男性要好的朋友就比較少 只有 evan jackson 吧

不過朋友何必多呢？Quality is more important than Quantity =)

Chorus:
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

＝O我的天 我超愛這首歌的 超好聽 似乎有點感傷 但又似乎已經看開了 必聽的一首歌 哈哈哈＝

你說活在明天　活在期待　不如活得今天很自在
我說我懂了　會不會太快　未來　第一天要展開

第一天　我存在　第一次呼吸暢快
站在地上的腳踝　因為你而有真實感
第一天　我存在　第一次能飛起來
愛是騰空的魔幻　第一天的純真色彩它總是　永遠　那麼　燦爛

你很搞笑　你很奇怪　你頭髮很亂
有的時候　你　又突然為我的事情變得很勇敢
這麼說來　很不單純　你陪我看海
海那麼藍　我　又好像不應該把你想得有點壞

壞的是我　發現不知不覺　不見到你不是很習慣
你的眼神裡　好像也期待
期待　不一樣的未來

第一天　我存在　第一次呼吸暢快
站在地上的腳踝　因為你而有真實感
第一天　我存在　第一次能飛起來
愛是騰空的魔幻　第一天的純真色彩它總是　永遠　那麼　燦爛

藍色的海　海上的雲　雲的那端　不轉彎　到未來

你說活在明天　活在期待　不如活得今天很自在
我說我懂了　會不會太快　未來　第一天要展開

第一天　我存在　第一次呼吸暢快
站在地上的腳踝　因為你而有真實感
第一天　我存在　第一次能飛起來
愛是騰空的魔幻　第一天的純真色彩它總是

永遠　那麼　燦爛
永遠　那麼　燦爛
永遠　那麼　燦爛

Firstday　Firstday　Firstday　Firstday　Firstday
Today　Everyday

Firstday　Firstday　Firstday　Firstday　Firstday　Firstday
Today　Everyday

＝今天是開心的第一天 天氣晴朗 好想出去跑步 游泳 更想去高歌一曲 可是腳不爭氣 運氣也不在top condition 所以窩在家裡看戲也不錯 ^-^ 解脫的感覺超爽的！！=

雖然接受了事實 但每天 只要一到夜晚 我的情感就特別豐富 特別的思念
生氣自己為何看不開 拿得起 卻放不下
那段感情 跟我之前想像的完全不一樣 從開始到結束 都是那麼的失敗 為甚麼我們都那麼愛逃避
我甚至不想承認這段感情 它單純到令我覺得自己是小學生 令我覺得自己很失敗 令我很沒有自信 我想曖昧是这一段感情最美好的階段吧
大家都說分手還可以做朋友 或許沒錯 我以前也這麼認為 但也就只能做互不往來的朋友吧 事實已經擺在眼前

我多麼希望可以狠狠的賞你一巴掌之後 再瀟灑的離開 =)

秋天的風　一陣陣的吹過　想起了去年的這個時候
你的心到底在想些什麼　為什麼留下這個結局讓我承受

最愛你的人是我　你怎麼捨得我難過
在我最需要你的時候　沒有說一句話就走
最愛你的人是我　你怎麼捨得我難過
對你付出了這麼多　你卻沒有感動過

＝到今天我才知道這首歌是黃品源唱的＝

想念　互道晚安的每天
卻又捨不得說再見(說再見)　你的笑那麼甜

我的直覺就是那麼堅決　不怕有暴風圈
因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天

愛　要你牽我的手每一天　我要非常用心感覺
因為愛你　才是我最後最美麗的句點

喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋　習慣兩個人的世界
因為愛你　才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈

(RAP)
牽妳的手　還是有點緊張　看妳雙眼　怎麼好好說話
這次真的下定決心鼓起勇氣擁抱妳讓我們的愛連成完美圈圈
曾經懷疑自己是否能保護你是妳讓我看見世界美麗
是妳帶我走向溫暖生命因為有你我的天空放晴

緊握住妳的手一起　迎接未來　十八歲的蔚藍環繞　永遠的愛

(RAP2)
是否能夠繼續　因為妳能讓我真正充滿勇氣
有妳才可以真正面對自己　一起面對未來
十八歲的蔚藍　兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

(RAP3)
是否能夠繼續　因為妳而讓我真正充滿勇氣
因為妳才可以真正面對自己
緊緊的握住妳的雙手　一起面對未來
十八歲的蔚藍　兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

＝最近在看〈18禁不禁〉我看這部戲是有點太老了 不過 這部戲 有些歌還不錯 這首我本身很喜歡 聽了真的有甜甜的感覺 就像談恋愛一樣吧 可惜我似乎都沒甚麼經歷過 第一次談恋愛也不在十八歲 哈哈＝